Take a deep breath.

Writing is most certainly my outlet.
Yet, I have found it so hard to do it lately.
I want to write. I desire to put these thoughts on paper.
But, I can't seem to let the words out anymore.
They used to just flow. Just come out.
I guess I got in a rut. I feel as if I am behind in my
writing in a way.
And, I am so behind I don't know where to start.
I have had a running list of things I want to write about in my journal for months.
The list is growing.
There are so many thoughts scurrying around in this head of mine.
And, I can't seem to let them out.
I need for time with my journal.
I also need more conversation.
Conversation about joys, sorrows, fears, dreams, faith and the meaning of life.
I need less time being busy.
I need more time being with people.
><> Jo

I hate that our society drives us to seek perfection.
It is so difficult to be content.
It is so difficult to be okay with things being undone, unfinished, imperfect.
Programs need to be run.
Expectations need to be met.
While I am spending my day trying to catch up with my to-do list, I am rushing by people who need to be asked how they are, I am spendng less time with my husband and friends and I can hardly find time to catch up with the special people in my life.
><> Jo

Hello Friends

I know it has been a while.
Please do excuse me.
I've been a little busy with life.
Yes, a little too busy to share.
And, sometimes too busy to think.
I think I will try to do better at this.
But, I am not making any promises.
Because after all, life is a little chaotic.
So, I never really know.
You know?
But, I will try again I think.
><> Jo

God is good. Amazing and good.
He has shown me so much lately and I feel his hands upon my life.
I prayed for clarity and I have received clarity.
I can see him at work.
I can see him moving us in a new direction.
It is very good.
I have confidence in my calling once again.
I am sorry to have doubted.
I am sorry to have had little faith at times.
I am sorry for letting the words of others effect me
and cause me to not be who I am created to be.
I am thankful for God's grace.
I am thankful that I do have purpose.
I am thankful to know His love.
I have hope.
><> Jo

Faith. Hope. Love.
Searching for God's direction.
Believing He is at work.
Following His guidance.
Loving those around me the best that I can.
Allowing His truth to be my comfort.
Listening.
Embracing what may come.
At peace.
><> Jo

Sometimes it's the small things that keep you going in everyday life. Kids just have a way of making me smile. Such tremendous blessings from God in very tiny packages. My heart is blessed.
Searching for direction these days. Prayer. Alot of prayer. Will try to share some inspiration soon.
><> Jo